Corroding existence, that rust on my heart
I watched it fall over, I watched it restart
My friends didn't tell me, but their looks told all
Why didn't they slapped me, why did they just stare
I would have done the same, uh?
Na na na na na na na na na na
I hated to see her tears out
Na na na na na na na na na na
how could i ever leave her
like that?
Corroding my existence and making me stay
and making me smaller every fucking day
the problem with myself, i didn't react
It's like I felt guilty of being never enough
But I needed a break then
Na na na na na na na na na na
So i went to sleep on the railtracks
Na na na na na na na na na na
No one would make me miss that
anymore
Then i woke up alone to the sound of a train that was passing right above my head
I told myself to not ever try that again and I finally went to my bed
The day after it took 14 hours to tell her to fuck off and never come back
then of course she was threatening to call YOU° so I gave her a pat on her back
Na na na na na na na na na na
Somebody just needed attentions
Na na na na na na na na na na
Phone calls and sob reactions
NOTHING MORE.
*This one's about the last and only time I contemplated suicide. I felt stuck in a relationship which was literally driving me nuts and for a night I really thought about throwing myself under a train just right out of her place.
°AKA Death. She threatened to kill herself the days after our breakup; i didn't really care so much since the right moment I walked out her basement door for the last time she switched her relational status on FB to "single". I think it wasn't insensitive to think those threats were all bullshit.
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