So what about now, is it gonna hurt, will i see a big white light?
Will I meet my grandma, uncle Jim or Jesus Christ?°
Or anyone else, i don't know what to expect from this last ride
Who's gonna come to say goodbye?
Are they dressing me up like i'm getting married at least on my last day?
who's gonna cry who's gonna scream who's gonna walk away?
Will you give me another chance if I live up a little more?
I'm shitless scared, not ready at all.
La la la la la la lie
My life is great and I don't wanna die
You know what, the thing that I hate the most is a Irish goodbye
Leaving without hugging or handshakes or just a smile
Just to know for the last time who's really close to me
Will they remember? Will I be missed?
One thing I'm worried 'bout is leaving a good memory
No one should feel embarassed if thay spent some time with me
The worst scenario i can think about going like this:
someone's ashamed for loving me°°
Well-fed and healthy, not gonna stay
Well-fed and healthy, fading away
Well-fed and healthy, i'm going South
Well-fed and healthy, over and out.
*This song's title is a tribute to AJJ's "Zombie by Cranberries by Andrew Jackson Jihad". It sums up all the questions and fears I have about dying.
°I don't have an uncle Jim, I just needed to fit something which sounded familiar in. And I don't believe in Jesus Christ, but what if I'm wrong?
°°Quote from Zerocalcare, my fav comic books artist.
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